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♥ Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ Saturday, May 31, 2008
`What's happening

What has been happening? Why do i feel so different. I hated the way things are now, but guess i left with no choice. Always tells people to look at the positive side of everything but why the hell i can't see the positive side of this whole bloody society and organization? Sucks


Weather has been on and off these few weeks, so am i. Is it due to the weather that's why am i like? Should i be sharing my thoughts out instead of bottling to myself? So what if i can't remember after some time, i still be thinking afterwhich

Sigh, for god knows what's the reason, pls enlighten me





♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ Thursday, May 29, 2008
`Why

Rachel has not been spending good time these few days. Busy work, Busy time. Shag.
Many things have been happening, somehow it makes me wonder... It seems so hard for one to understand the hardwork from certain people. Seems so hard for people to understand the effort they put in them. Sigh.


Thoughts have been running through my mind. Thank god i have bad memory brain, a brain that can only absorb good things, remember happy stuff and tend to forget and block away unhappy crap..


As i have mentioned, the world will never stop for anyone.

The sky is grey, somehow am feeling that way, in someway or another. No particular reason, mainly too many things and am confused.


Thai trip has to change. Yep. But we still going for it. =)

I miss my buds..

*Feeling unwell now*

Going to that haunted place again... Sigh~~~ I hate tekong!





♥ Friday, May 23, 2008 @ Friday, May 23, 2008
`Will it be better if...

If everyone just live the life that they want?
If everyone just mind their business and get things done in their own way?
If everyone is not as fake as they are
If there's god in this world
If wishes made are fulfilled
If there is santa
If there is no agony, pain but love

How great life would be? But is never possible..

Why humans can't treasure what they have? Always living in the world of fairyland. Of course, i am included. Why there's hatred involved? Humans life are pathetic thou. Each individual has different fate, you might be seeing one who has all the wants and needs in her, at the another corner, one just need something. Survive.


Why is there such a big different? One is struggling to stay alive, just praying hard to see the next day morning sunrise. The other is up there wanting to end her life.

We are here, living in comfort, but others are in pain. Pain of not being able to survive, pain of losing their love ones.

TO LIVE IN A COMPROSING AND FORGIVING PALACE, THAT IS HOW LIFE SHOULD BE TREATED.

At times i asked myself, why must i be bothered of what people says? As long as i know that there's always somneone to be there to support me. That's enough. =)





♥ Monday, May 19, 2008 @ Monday, May 19, 2008
`Tadah

I love my weekend

* love my life now *
* wonderful people *

Looking forward for Thursday

* long day tomorrow. Tekong * sigh - - - -

*not feeling well..

-gastric

-nightmare-- sigh!





♥ Monday, May 12, 2008 @ Monday, May 12, 2008
`I love my weekend

My weekend was FANTATICAL....

Fri, as usual met up with my darling for dinner. Went to his house for a while n tadah, have to go home due to the fact that am having my econs exam the very next EARLY morning. And, he came all the way to pick me up and accompany his princess to school, waited for me to finished and off we go to have lunchie before meeting nini n her darling for movie.. IRON MAN!!!

And, for god knows what's the reason, i smell like Hairspray.. gex

Shop here n there, and proceeded to inagiku.. not forgetting to dropby to see uncle J. And.. while in the F/O, he asked: Oh You are here.. with??

haha.. with him for dinner at .....

So, as i expected, Uncle J went out and self intro.. =) He is quite pleased with him.. Bravo! Its been a lond while that i wanna bring him to see uncle J.

Had a filing and sumptuous dinner at there, next headed to... SINGAPORE FLYER. Woot.. =) took a cab home with me sleeping on my favourite shoulder for the whole journey.

Oh nini, u will be my onli Thai Express and Sakae Sushi kaki.. I was forbidden by Mr Huang from eating Sakae Sushi

Sunday was cool, its Mother's Day. Brought mum to eat, met Mr Huang to buy pressie for mum, and had dinner at home.. Cheers

Now i just can't wait to c him.

PS to NINI.. its been so sweet when i see u n geoffrey, loving, sweet and jux so in love. super happy that nini has finally found the one. Really =) oh remember our date! THur. Muacks





♥ Monday, May 05, 2008 @ Monday, May 05, 2008
`Sigh

Whatever things i did today don't seems to be going too well.. My EDS locked, smart card locked, apparently i have forgotten my password. Jesus Christ!

Something happened yesterday which made Ms Rachel super duper sad! But that too applies for Mr Huang. The cause of it was super ridiculous. At times, it just came to me that, the reason for one to have heartache is due to the reason that he/ she really means alot to the other party. The pain one has is how deep you love the person. Therefore, it conclude something, i really love him alot.

The course was pretty good, making fun of smone.. yeah evil me! haiz what's new? Tmr will be CRAP.. sigh!!!!

Ooott... wed be nini n uncle J meeting session!! i have so many things to tell u wor nini!!!!





♥ Thursday, May 01, 2008 @ Thursday, May 01, 2008
`mugging for exam

sigh.... todae is labour dae and here am i with darling at my house. Me busy mugging for exam and he mugging for his book review stuff... =) loves his accompanyseconds...

Went for drinking session with him and his friends yest!!

Now am in a mood of getting married so Mr Huang is saving money =) Oh ya, have tons of things which am going to ask Mr huang to do with me...

oh.... went to see uncle J on wed and next wed will be our dinner session!! yap FINALLY thou~~ we had made a pact, no more cancelling!!!


----------- we are just so loving and clingy to each other and its just so nice. You made me feel loved and blessed. The sensee of security has given from u. Nothing can describe my superb deep love for you and for sure am still enjoying the falling i have for him.. since is so deep, then might as well make it deeper... =)

am blessed to have him coming in to my life... I love Mr Huang